Happy Halloween!

 

"Acting is like a Halloween mask that you put on."  ~River Phoenix

Happy Halloween for Everyone!!! BOO!! :)

Broken Dreams

"I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain..."

 

 

I'm Scared...

"...Coffee stains on your favorite book
Remind me of you so I can't take a look
The magazines you left on the floor
You won't need them anymore

A towel left hanging on the wall
No sign of wet footsteps in the hall
There's no smell of your sweet cologne
I'm lying here alone

I'm scared to face another day
'Cause the fear in me just won't go away
In an instant you were gone and now I'm scared..."

Keep Fighting!

 

"The only one is acceptable is to go on and see what happens. And why I find this cool is...is great stuff out there, when you walk throught this stuff, when you walk through the fear, when you walk through what are people gonna think or, you know...what's gonna happen? When something's gonna happen and we don't know what it is, but chances at least 50:50 that will be pretty good. That's why I wanna take that risk."

 

by Michael J. Fox (Inside the Actor's Studio, 2005) 

A Real Man, a Real Person who did not give up, does not give up and will NOT give up his life and dreams! A lot of people don't have that quality and that personality like he has.

It is not a gift. It is the most important thing that you can learn JUST from yourself. And after when you find that in your soul you have to truly believe in. 

But that doesn't mean that you have to do this alone without your friends or your family. It means that YOU have to make that decision, you have to find the way which is safe for you.

And when you reach the only quite place in your head, things will change.

That makes you fly and happy, and gives you hope to the rest of your life.

 

 

On the Way to Wonderland

"...Sometimes the night is cold
There are times we hurt inside
Sometimes the goal seems too far away
We don’t know wonderland
We’ve heard about the ones who’ve been there
It’s a place made for us they say
On the way to wonderland

We see the sun we’re gonna run
Towards the wonderland
The only place where we belong
The search will never end
We push against the wind and rain
Beating tears and pain
Together we can find wonderland" 

 

by Sunrise Avenue

Fear

I just saw in their eyes. 

Those eyes are just howled. It was a little bit of scary for me. But it was there. 

I felt that in the air, and I can't explain what was going on in that few minutes. It felt like hours.

I saw their eyes but I can't say a word for them. I just looked at them and I was trying to imagine what in their head could be.

Maybe they hate me or they are just shocked by my news? Maybe they thought they will lose me, or they have already lost their only one child? I couldn't figure that out, but I felt their heartbeats as well. And it said: "We have to let her live her life on her own way. We have to let her go. We LOVE her and this is the best we can do for her."

Fight!

For your aim, you have to destroy walls. You have to face all of your problems and solve them whenever they reach you. And when the time comes you will know when you broke down the last one. 

If you failed sometimes, it is not a big deal. Life isn't perfect and you have to move on. And the most important thing is: never give up your dream, because if you do, that is the biggest mistake you could ever done in your life.

Still I'm Sad

 

"For myself my tears just in the dust,

As I search in the night and find they're lost,

See the wind come, gently blow,

Time into my heart,

And the rain comes falling down,

While we're apart,

Still I'm Sad..."